Bully by Penelope Douglas #Review #YoungDelight

Bully by Penelope Douglas #Review #YoungDelightBully by Penelope Douglas

Series: #1 Fall Away
Genres: YA Contemporary Romance
Published by NAL on January 6, 2016
Pages: 352
Format: Paperback
Source: Publisher
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There are those books that challenge the reader to engage with them and give them a chance even though everything in the reader tells them that they shouldn’t like it or can’t like it.  But when all is said and done, the reader ends up in love and desperate for more.  This is one of those books.

From the moment I read the title and cringed, then had my heart squeezed tight to the point of breaking over the painful and emotional connection with an older teen girl who is cruelly bullied by the boy who was once her best friend, and finally to that big moment when Tate, the heroine, and I, the reader, finally discover ‘WHY, Jared!!! Why do you hate me? What did I ever do?’ I couldn’t put this book down and only breathed because it was critical that I do so.  I wanted to see if the author could take a bully and make me like him.

The book opens with a prologue scene of Tate reluctantly going to an end of the year party with her best friend RC.  Tate doesn’t want to go because there is the chance that she will encounter the bane of her existence, her ex-boy next door best friend, Jared.  Up until a point in middle school years when they were each other’s everything, Jarred went for a three week stay with his dad and came back different.  From then on, he hated her and made her life miserable any chance he got and in between pranks and smear campaigns he refused to look at her or speak to her.  Tate was shattered by this and can’t get past the burning question of why- whatever happened to make him hate her so much.  She never said or did anything to him to hurt him or bring this on.  Now, it is her last chance to be with their school group for a year since she is going to France for foreign exchange student before coming back to finish her senior year.

The next scene picks up the year later.  Tate is determined not to let Jarred get to her and she will fight back as she never did before.  This is her senior year and she won’t let him destroy it for her.  But oh does he try.  With a stomach full of nerves, she matches him and his ring of supporters insult or insult and action for action.  Tate is now in danger of becoming the very monster she hates and underneath it all, she still misses and longs for that boy who was her everything, but she can tell that her friend is gone for good and he would rather see her emotionally bleed than look at her.  Or can she take her grandmother’s advice that instead of tit for tat and instead of hiding how it hurts, that she show Jarred every bruise, cut, and pain that he has given her- show him what he has done? And give him a chance.  Can she open herself so wide open with all defenses down and give him the chance to completely finish her?

Yes, this was a gutwrenching story.  The author took a gamble with her ultimate teenage anti-hero- a cruel bully.  There were many times that I didn’t think the gamble was going to pay off.  Jarred was an enigma- and purposefully drawn this way.  The book is entirely from Tate’s point of view.  There isn’t much to like with this guy.  Oh, he’s good looking, cool, bad boy image stuff, but there is not evidence of something beyond that.  He does whatever can to annihilate Tate even to stealing her bestfriend from her when the girl is vulnerable.  It was ugly stuff.

But- yes…sigh.  There is a but.  There were glimmers of something when he stared so hard at Tate and seemed to always be there when others were giving her real trouble.  And the foreshadowing that kept the reader’s mind on that lost three weeks in his life when something happened that changed his whole personality.  And then there is the fact that he isn’t cruel to anyone other than Tate.  Yeah, there was just enough, to keep me in the game and needing to know what was under that thick layer of hate.

The setting is a senior high school year.  The story follows along with events in the lives of a handful of teens with Tate and Jared at the forefront, but there are some other secondary characters that make this story come alive, too.  Drag racing and muscle cars, music, parties, football games, keg parties in the woods, shopping, Homecoming and Prom, movies, crushes, cheating, homework, school life.  Along with the usual teen social strata.  All there.  It was nothing unusual, but I didn’t mind.

Though this is YA, I would recommend it for older teens to adults with all the language, sex, and mild violence.

In summary, I engaged and fell hard for this book about a bully and the girl he picked on.  I can’t wait to read the next book that goes back and tells the story from Jared’s point of view.  I would recommend this for those who enjoy hot, passionate, hard-themed contemporary YA romance.

My thanks to Penguin Group for the opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review.

Challenges Met:

Romance Roundabout #19 YA
Literary Pickers #19 high school sweetheart
New to Me #10 author/series
Bad Boys of Romance #5
Books N Tunes #4 Nikki Flores ‘Let It Slide’

 

Bully by Penelope Douglas

Bully by Penelope Douglas

My name is Tate. He doesn’t call me that, though. He would never refer to me so informally, if he referred to me at all. No, he’ll barely even speak to me.

But he still won’t leave me alone.

We were best friends once. Then he turned on me and made it his mission to ruin my life. I’ve been humiliated, shut out, and gossiped about all through high school. His pranks and rumors got more sadistic as time wore on, and I made myself sick trying to stay out of his way. I even went to France for a year, just to avoid him.

But I’m done hiding from him now, and there’s no way in hell I’ll allow him to ruin my senior year. He might not have changed, but I have. It’s time to fight back.

I’m not going to let him bully me anymore.

***This novel contains adult/mature young adult situations. It is only suitable for ages 18+ due to language, violence, and sexual situations.

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I was born and raised near Sacramento, CA. I have read since I was four years old and developed tastes that run the gamut of literature. I went away to college and have a degree in education, a certificate in family history research, and a certificate in social work. I worked for a non-profit agency with low income families for 20 years which included being responsible for the children’s library and promoting/teaching adult literacy. I have lived in Southeast Michigan for the last 18 years and I am currently a book addicted homemaker with a cat and husband who keep me grounded. Recently, I made it a challenge to review each book that I have read as a favor to author friends who said reviews are important. I have done reviews for Good Reads, Amazon, eBay, and Smashwords, but mostly at Goodreads and Amazon.
  • I’ll have to see if my library has this! You have definitely sold me. I still haven’t gotten to read her Misconduct yet. Great review!

    • Oh wow, was this a heavy hitter, Lekeisha. Hope you find it there.

      And yes, I need to read Misconduct, too.

  • Hmm, but what an asshole move

  • oh this seems like a interesting read. I really like this author, but I rarely read YA anymore. But you have piqued my interest for sure!! Great review.

    • This was my first time with her books. Just wow can she do good things with emotions. I’m not even sure if this is YA to be honest. The setting is high school, but I felt it was more for more mature readers the way it’s written.

  • I haven’t read this author yet but I really like the sound of this book. I am so glad that you enjoyed it!

    • Thanks, Carole! It hit me right in the gut and I really wanted to know why he hated her so much and how they would work through it.

  • This sounds like a very itneresting book that get’s you emotionally invested, just like you the mention of the title and blurb make me doubt I will enjoy it. I’ve been bullied myself and it isn’t pretty and can undermine your self esteem, then again I do believe that maybe not all bulies act that way just to be mean, maybe they had something bad happen, maybe they’re trying to prove somemthing to their friends or who knows what kind of reason is behidn their behavior. Those teenage years are so troublesome and emotional. It would be interestign to see a bully their point of view, although yes I do think it’s difficult for an author to sell you on a character like that especially when one acts as nasty as it sounds from your review and the blurb that Jared does. How Jared changed from Tate her best friend to bully does make me very curious about what happened in those 3 weeks. And I want to know how the author can portray a bully and then turn around and make readers like him. Great review Sophia! Now you made me curious about this book while I had no intention of reading it at first.

    • Yeah, this is one of those books that I enjoyed, but not in the same way that I typically enjoy books. It was more I have to read it than want to read it. So many people get bullied and, I agree, that many times it is by people that do it because they themselves are the ones who are deficient and need to strike out. You are a bigger person than I that you can see that after being one that was hurt by it. I definitely wasn’t cheering on the hero and I didn’t want to feel connected with him. But yet, I wanted to know what happened and I wanted to see him heal. And Tate, I loved seeing her take back her life.

  • Bullying is such a problem for kids/teens these days. What an important topic!

    Stephanie
    http://stephie5741.blogspot.com

    • Yes, it is important and I liked how she addressed it. I was so afraid that the bully would feel glamorized and justified, but she didn’t. Jared is the hot guy, but the author makes it clear that his behavior makes him ugly. And she doesn’t make it all go away when he turns the corner to make his way back. There were consequences for his actions. But it is a story that is ultimately about hope and healing.

  • This book. I loved, but had such conflicting feelings for certain aspects. My love for it has certainly grown over time, with each book in the series. I love P.Doug’s writing so much.

    • I can definitely see why it causes a conflict. There are even stuff that I didn’t touch on that would jolt people. I finished his book, but I’m going to wait before I move on because I need to take a little break and recharge the emotions to handle more. I grabbed her adult book, Misconduct, so I’ll read that one before I go back for the rest of these. I think I will end up really loving her stuff, too, Christy.