Review: Starting From Scratch by Stacy Gail

Posted December 17, 2013 by Sophia Rose in Reviews / 7 Comments

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I received this book for free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

Review: Starting From Scratch by Stacy Gail
Starting From Scratch

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Genres: Holiday Romance, Military Romance
Published by Carina Press
Released on November 21, 2013
Format: eARC
Source: NetGalley
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I’m glad I paid attention to the blurb on this one otherwise I would have received quite a surprise.  Contrary to the whimsical cover, this is no light and fluffy second chance holiday romance with all the issues swept aside by Christmas cookies and the spirit of Christmas.  This is the ‘barely there’ chance for two very broken people and how high the cost of service to country can be for not just the soldiers, but for the ones they leave back home.  After closing the cover on this one, I have to say that I was still reeling and raw from how deeply this story affected me.  Good stuff for certain.

Lt. Sully Jax, the hero who saved his unit from an IED attack and took the hit himself causing him to experience Retrograde Amnesia, has finally come home as the town’s favorite son.  Lucy Crabtree, formally loving wife to said hero, thought she could handle it.

It has been almost a year since Sullivan destroyed her hopes of new home, starting a family and a beautiful Christmas when he inexplicably re-upped his enlistment without even mentioning the possibility to her.  She had taken out her frustration and pain by sending him back to war with silence and no ‘I love you’ on her lips even though she was choking on the possibility that she loved him so much more than he did.  Then to have him return home alive but different poured on the regrets.  Not only did he have no memory of her, but the sight of her sent him into screams of terror and volatile actions.  He served her divorce papers and she signed them because she would do what it took to make him heal and have peace of mind, but it hurt beyond anything.  Now though… yeah, she was still in such pain that it made her nearly physically ill.

Sully comes home hoping to pick up the pieces of his life.  He is almost healed and has back most of his memories.  All, but the ones of the most lovely woman he knows, his ex-wife.  He couldn’t possibly chain her to him as he is so he let her go and she obviously want it too since she signed the divorce papers without giving him an argument.  If he thought it would be easy to move on since he has no memory of her, just seeing Lucy break into a smile that warmed his heart and knowing it was for another man told him otherwise.  And what was this craving he had for sweets all of a sudden.  He can’t get enough of Lucy’s Christmas cookies nor of being near Lucy who smells just like the sweets she bakes.  He wants to start over- start everything from scratch with his ex-wife.

Lucy has no idea what to do with Sullivan’s renewed interest especially when she remembers all and he remembers nothing.  She loves him beyond hope and he didn’t love her enough to choose her over his enlistment.  She just can’t do all this again no matter what he does to her heart rate or the expression in his eyes.

This story isn’t for the faint of heart or those who need their fairy tale ending.  I’m not saying that it doesn’t end on a high note; I’m just saying that its high only in comparison to how low things go to get there.  This one stung my eyes with tears and gripped my heart tightly.  The angst in this book is the real stuff.

My sympathies were equally divided as to liking the characters and wanting them to find happiness, but I found myself really connecting with the heroine, Lucy, because of girl empathies.

I never once blamed Sully for how things went down nor did I blame her for doing what she had to do which left me in a quandary.  I wanted them to get their second chance, but I also understood what it would take for that to happen and they kept swinging between protecting what was left of their hearts and lashing out in hurt.  Lucy did this more than Sully.  Most of the pain he cause during the story was unintentional, but he did have a knee-jerk response near the end that made me groan out loud with frustration.

Despite the high emotional level this story hit, it is still very sensual.  These people never lost the physical connection and that is pretty much the thread their chances are dangling by.

The story also has really neat secondary characters in the form of the family that owns the bakery where Lucy works, her friend Coe and Sully’s dad Lowell.  These people pretty much keep the story grounded from the fog of emotions.  I would love to get a story about Coe now.  He was such a good friend to Lucy.  He said the hard stuff and made her remember to take care of herself.

The setting is the holidays in a small town and this backdrop is thrumming in the background where it is there and weaves through everything, but it stays firmly in the background.

All in all, it was an amazing story that I can recommend to those who enjoy their holiday/military romances, but don’t like them easy.

PS.  The story ends without an epilogue, but the author did write one and it along with another deleted scene can be read for free at the author’s website.  DO NOT read until after the book has been read.

My thanks to Netgalley for providing the book for review purposes.

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I was born and raised near Sacramento, CA. I have read since I was four years old and developed tastes that run the gamut of literature. I went away to college and have a degree in education, a certificate in family history research, and a certificate in social work. I worked for a non-profit agency with low income families for 20 years which included being responsible for the children’s library and promoting/teaching adult literacy. I have lived in Southeast Michigan for the last 18 years and I am currently a book addicted homemaker with a cat and husband who keep me grounded. Recently, I made it a challenge to review each book that I have read as a favor to author friends who said reviews are important. I have done reviews for Good Reads, Amazon, eBay, and Smashwords, but mostly at Goodreads and Amazon.

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Braine TS
8 years ago

I’m kicking myself for not reading this. I had her over the blog some time ago but my calendar was so full I can’t get the review out on time! Thanks for reading and reviewing this, it sounds like I truly missed out on something and to remedy that, i need to clear out my reading calendar for next year so I won’t be stuck with mediocre books. Happy holidays!

Sophia Rose
8 years ago
Reply to  Braine TS

Oh this is one that tears you up inside and squeezes hard so make sure your in the right mood, Braine. I was angry at fate and I cried hard at one point. It really did wring me out. I hate to recommend it b/c it isn’t a warm fuzzy, but I do think it is moving read that others should experience too.

Sophia Rose
8 years ago
Reply to  Braine TS

Oh this is one that tears you up inside and squeezes hard so make sure your in the right mood, Braine. I was angry at fate and I cried hard at one point. It really did wring me out. I hate to recommend it b/c it isn’t a warm fuzzy, but I do think it is moving read that others should experience too.

Anna@herding cats&burning soup

OOo it’s on my tbr list!! I saw it on Braine’s site and so wanted to read it but had the same problem of a too busy review list. But I’m definitely reading this one! And can’t wait especially after the review!! Glad you enjoyed it so much Shari!!

Sophia Rose
8 years ago

Alack! The mighty review list. We love it, but then get frustrated because we can’t add ‘just one more’ as much as we like. I’ve seen a few at your site and at Braine’s that I could only put on the wish list and hope for the best.

Anna@herding cats&burning soup
Reply to  Sophia Rose

LOL yup. It’s so a love/dread thing every time I log into bloglovin and scroll through everyone. I’m determined though to hit all of them. Even if it takes me years. lol